Sunday, October 1, 2023

....about last night...

There are nights where I wake up from a deep sleep into a a feverish cascade of thoughts and emotions. 
They seemingly come from nowhere and like a tide it pulls me against my will into a sea of emotion.
Every lucid thought that springs into my mind, is soon drowned out by another wave of feelings.
What feeling? 
Well that depends. 
Some moments it's sadness, others frustration, bitterness, and scared.
My thought are something different.
They drag me through the shattered glass of my feelings.
Constantly drumming "it's never going to happen" into the rational side of my mind as steady as my heart beat.
Still I remain terrified.
If for no other reason than the other half of my mind that runs free and wild with not a single care for probabilities or realities. 
See because in that part of my mind anything is possible.
Anything.






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